Friday, September 15, 2006

fajr prayers

assalmu alaikum;
i wrote my post in gazah in arabic but i guess i didnot know how to post it or i cant so i said i would try to rewrite it in english
fajr prayer on time is the most important thing that i hope my children and family keep up ; many hadiths from the prophet tell us the importance of this prayer though it is hard since u will be in the deepst sleep in at dawn but it makes one feel that he really is in gods keepsake i love the hadith that says " man salla salat assubh fahwa fi thimat Allah...." of course i didnot use to pray fajr "hader" on time so i thank god that my girls are way much better than me and i do hope they keep up .. i started to pray fajr after my daughter got sick and i had to wake up nights to give her medications and check on her ... then i remembered how i used to wake up before dawn to deliver papers to subscribers when we were living in the states to earn enoigh money to make our living ; all this made me feel and be sure that if one needs something urgently he would do wonders to get it so i tried hard to get over my self and start to wake up regular for fajr and i would always ask god to help me keep up " hatta alqahu wa huwa anni raden" i dont like to mingle arabic and english letters and sounds but this thing needs to be written in arabic but any how its ok ....

when the girls were young i used to insisit that we pray to gether but now they are all old enough i try to let them wake up on their own, they do it hardly, and i check on them but still they need more effort to go on but i am still happy they are better than me when i was their age ...

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